life....... its a funny thing

I cant say anything about how i am feeling............................................ don't worry i'm not the depressed one its my friend but i can't bring myself to say anything else. i'm sorry.

Whose line?

no homework so what am i doing? watching tv surfing the web and texting. but i do wish i had some ice cream though that would make life even greater. mlia is the greatest i read one about someone going to mystery google and so i thought i would try it. the first thing i got was "*randomphone#" tell me how much you love me!! :) so i did and me and michaela are great friends now!! im watching whose line is it anyway at the moment words cant describe how much i love that show i would love to be one of those guys it seems like the perfect job! i would love to meet colin mochrie or wayne brady they make my day. if you are reading this saying "what is that?" GO ON YOUTUBE AND TYPE IN "mliia THE CAT" you will laugh untill you fall over. im thinking of taking a course at loose moose theatre its an improv theatre if you dont know a couple people from pva go there and some people from there came in and they were great i really enjoyed their classes. anyway im going to watch whose line is it anyway and feed my fish now.

wow 3 posts in one day?!

I know this is bordering on geekdom but theres nothing else to do at wasa lake during the betweenish monthes i cant swim in the lake yet i cannot skate on it yet either i hate between months and winter so basically i hate all seasons that arent summer hahaha but that could be from the no school part. well thats not true the part i enjoy in winter is the log that suddenly appears on the shaw channel. i watch it so i can get a glimpse at the "hand" and laugh at their efforts to make it seem like its a real fire place (hahah ya the shaw people think were as dumb as them) this blog has to have some point i guess i will make a list of things that make me happy.
1. (and the most important) THE PVA KIDS!! they make my life everyday not a school day goes by without me thinking how lucky i am to be in this program just because they are in it i love them all so much.
2. random spontaneous conversations i once had a conversation start with "I think my car was a stripper in a previous life" that was the best facebook chat convo ever.
3. well placed "house" remarks and irony always make me laugh.
4. when people act like families and stick together no matter what
5. Michael Jackson music it just makes me happy and what was equally awesome is when i went to this is it with lexi and we had the sweet potatoe fries. then i went the next day and was singing along to all the songs and then i went again and that time i also sang to everysong and knew ALL the words both the people i went with didnt appreciate my loud singing but they were also in awe that i actually knew all the words.
6. sincere compliments i have incredibly low self esteem (I know "NOT YOU!!" BUT YES ITS TRUE) one little compliment makes my day better then i could have ever been (best day = MJ+PVA also)

well i am done because as you well aware 6 is my number and i dont want to upset the natural balance and take MJ's number 7
the ironic thing is i have 3 posts today but i will probably not post again for months hahaha but life is full of suprises!

Michael Jackson

as you can see i'm a huge MJ fan if you are one too from my blog name and my my poster name. my blog name I forgot the key is from the song "dirty diana" (which is my favourite song of all time) I will probably reference him alot in this blog one thing that i found out that is pretty scary about him and the number 7 is Michael Jackson signed his will on 7/7/02, Michael Jackson's memorial was on 7/7/09...exactly 7 years after the will was signed, Michael Jackson's two biggest hits "Black & White" and "Billie Jean" were each #1 for 7 weeks, Michael Jackson's three biggest albums "Thriller," "Bad" and "Dangerous" each produced 7 top 40 hits, Michael Jackson was born in 1958 ... 19 + 58 = 77, Michael Jackson died on the 25th ... 2 + 5 = 7, Michael Jackson has 7 letters in his first and last name. some say a certain a certain number pattern follows you your entire life i am pretty sure mine is 6. I was born in june the 6th month, i have 6 letters in my first last and one of my middle names, I have 6 animals in my house, im 15( 1+5=6) i know that will only be for one year but still. I 420 songs on my ipod at the moment (4+2+0 = 6) and i can only imagine how many more 6's are going to come if its as persistant as MJ's 7 thing. aaaaaaah now i can guess my death time that is not cool! and if you think my mj obsession is too much thing of the kid in france that killed himself when his mom didnt let him get plastic surgery to look like him. at least i have a draw a line (which is 6 inches long btw!!! :O)
If your bored try to figure out out your number it takes a while

How often have you forgotten a little thing that was important as simple as a house key or as big as something good that happened to you. i have many times and i hate it. i find that when i wirite things down i remember them and i have great friends and i dont want to forget any good memories i have with them because that would not be cool. so tell people how much you love them because sometime or another they will leave your life one way or another and when that happens it too late to do anything. I miss You so much and i know you cant read this but it feels good to write it down. im sorry i never talked to you as much as you talked to me. im sorry i didnt spend every last moment with you. im sorry i was scared of you. i woke up recently with an epiphany that i will never see you again and you cant take the apology. from the bottom of my heart I love you and will not let go no matter how much i want to.