How often have you forgotten a little thing that was important as simple as a house key or as big as something good that happened to you. i have many times and i hate it. i find that when i wirite things down i remember them and i have great friends and i dont want to forget any good memories i have with them because that would not be cool. so tell people how much you love them because sometime or another they will leave your life one way or another and when that happens it too late to do anything. I miss You so much and i know you cant read this but it feels good to write it down. im sorry i never talked to you as much as you talked to me. im sorry i didnt spend every last moment with you. im sorry i was scared of you. i woke up recently with an epiphany that i will never see you again and you cant take the apology. from the bottom of my heart I love you and will not let go no matter how much i want to.